This goes story goes back to classroom experiences as an English language and literacy teacher to adult learners of ESOL in the UK. Many of the learners in my classes had been denied an education as children for one reason or another, perhaps war, poverty, or simply the fact that she had been born a girl. The implications of missing out on schooling are profound for an adult learner in a mainstream educational context such as ESOL in the UK. The most significant of these is literacy. In other words they ‘have problems’ with reading and writing, at least this is the identity that is given to these learners and indeed one that the learners construct for themselves as adults in the English language classroom. An identity of being incapable, a failure, of no use to society.
This identity was visible not only in the actions of the learners in class but in the physical environment. For instance why were these learners (the one’s who couldn’t read and write), in the worst classroom, (a meeting room in the crypt of a church which was being used as a hostel for the homeless). The classroom with no computers, no board, no books, 200 metres away from the main college building? Why were there 100s more of such students on the college waiting lists without even access to THIS.
BECAUSE THEY CAN’T READ AND WRITE, SO THEY CAN’T PASS ESOL EXAMS, SO THEY EITHER GET KICKED OUT OR DON’T EVEN GET ON A COURSE IN THE FIRST PLACE, THAT’S WHY!
(By the way, most of them spoke at least 2 other languages quite fluently)
So what did I do about this? Well my first objective was to improve the ‘real conditions’ for the learners, never mind learning English and how to read and write. Every week I would book the computer suite in the main college campus, simply as an excuse to get my students into a nice classroom with a whiteboard! Of course I had to remind them to wear their ‘ID badges’ so they could get through the barriers at the doors to the college. For the first few weeks I would have to spend the first half of the lesson negotiating with the college door staff, that my students really were college STUDENTS and they had just forgotten their badges. So the college ‘front of office’ staff would then request their names to look up on the computer. I think you can imagine what is going to happen next, can’t you?
FOS – ‘Lets look you up on the computer then, right what’s your surname?
St – Surname?
FOS – Family name
St – Bashir (I’ve made this up by the way)
FOS – Sorry, I couldn’t get that, could you spell that out for me? (oh no here we go)
St – B
FOS – V?
St – Yes
FOS – ok so V and then
St – A
FOS – I for igloo
St – no A
and so on and so on until
FOS – Sorry I don’t seem to be getting anywhere here, look here is a pen and paper, just write it for me will you? (back to square one)
I don’t mean to paint the college staff in such a way, in fact they are very nice, helpful people, doing their job, but you get the picture I’m sure.
So we all discovered the joy of this warm, quiet computer room. And I really can’t put across to you the sheer happiness expressed by the students. Given that we were in the computer room, I thought that we’d better make good use of the technology, and there was me thinking, now this is going to be tricky (and there were major challenges, the first being PASSWORDS – aaaah), but oh my.
I dished out the passwords, put the learners in pairs so they could help each other out a bit. We were starting on a project to create a class ‘ book’, where the learners were going to put together a few sentences about themselves, with a picture, which we would later compile together and use for future lessons to build on. Anyway, I was very busy with one pair and didn’t really notice what was going on behind me. A few moments later a student signalled to me for help and I went over. He was having a bit of problem accessing the BBC news page in Kurdish and wondered if I knew anything about what to do. So I sat and helped him for a bit, when he was happy he had found the page, he then clicked an audio icon and listened to the news in his own language. I returned to the class book with the others.
It was then that it hit me head on – hang on a minute, this guy can’t even carve out the alphabet with a pencil but he can log onto a computer, use a keyboard, mouse, windows, web-browser, find a web page and then listen to the news!
This experience turned my whole world of understanding literacy on its head, everything clicked into place. Besides discovering what ‘literacy’ really meant i.e. people are not literate or illiterate, they make use of different literacies, with different technologies (including pen and paper) in their everyday lives, in ways that meet their needs, I also discovered why this student was always so tired in class – because he spent all night, every night on his laptop listening to the news and chatting to his brother back home.
But more importantly I realised that for people to construct an identity of who they are, they need access to resources to do so (which they often don’t have in education and hence ascribed as ‘illiterate’, but when able to relate their lives through new resources i.e. digital literacies here, a new identity is constructed).
I believe people construct an identity of ‘who they are’ through ‘what they do’. So for example an identity as a mother does not come about from being a mother but more in what you do as a mother. However, I think this is only half the story. What I think is as important, is not only what we do that is significant but rather what we say about what we do to other people. So in order to construct an identity we need to be able to relate our experiences to others, which we do through texts of one form or another, spoken or written. Language and other ways of making meaning, not only represent who we are but also construct it. And this is what I think blogging is all about, after all an experience that isn’t shared, isn’t an experience at all.
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